You said I didn't cry out to the clouds for nothing You told me everything eventually works out That's what I'll keep telling myself I don't want to be jealous of the trees next to my neighbor's garage anymore I'll just lie in the mess I made Don't let me fall off the edge and break down Try not to forget everything I said Just another week and I'll pick myself up off my boney knees I guess it took a year to realize that what I had was everything I needed to feel okay But still I've got these sleepy eyes that have seen too much for me to handle I'm not gonna lie, my skin and bones have seen some better days Thirty pounds ago seems like a more stable place to stay There's no point to the floorboards in my house Nothing feels right I can't stand up without you Nothing feels right You still cross my mind from time to time And I mostly smile Still so set on finding out where we went wrong and why So I retrace our every step with an unsure pen Trying to figure out what my head thinks But my head just ain't what it used to be And then again, what's the point anyway I remember you ascending all the stairs up to the balcony To see if you could see me hidden quietly away And I remember the skin of your fingers The spot three quarters up I'd always touch when I was out of things to say You held my hand but you were too afraid to speak You were too afraid to speak And I could never understand I remember when you leaned in quick to kiss me And I swear not a single force on earth could stop the trembling of my hand I remember how you smiled through the smoke in a quiet little coffeehouse And laughed at all my jokes And I remember the way that you dressed And how we wasted all the best of us in alcohol and sweat And I remember when I knew that you'd be leaving How I barely kept up breathing And I bet if I had to do it all again I'd feel the same pain And I remember panicked circles in the terminal in tears How I wept to God in fits I've hated airports ever since It must be true what people say That only time can heal the pain And every single day I feel it fade away but I still remember how the distance tricked us And led us helpless by the wrist into a pit to be devoured I still remember how we held so strong to this Though we had never really settled on a way out I still remember the silence And how we'd always find a way to turn and run to our mistakes I still remember how it all came back together Just to fall apart again My dear, I hear your voice in mine I've been alone here I've been alone here I've been afraid, my dear I've been afraid, my dear I've been at home here You've been away for years I've been alone I've been alone I've been alone I've been alone I breathed your name into the air I etched your name into me I felt my anger swelling I swam into its sea I held your name inside my heart But it got buried in my fear It tore the wiring of my brain I did my best to keep it clear So dear, no matter how we part I hold you sweetly in my hand And if I do not miss a part of you, a part of me is dead If I can't love you as a lover, I will love you as a friend And I will lay a bed before you Keep you safe until the end Can you hear the silence?
 Can you see the dark?
 Can you fix the broken?
 Can you feel my heart?

 Can you help the hopeless? 
While, I'm begging on my knees.
 Can you save my bastard soul?
 Will you wait for me? 

I'm sorry brothers.
 So sorry lover.
 Forgive me father.
 I love you mother. 

Can you hear the silence?
 Can you see the dark? 
Can you fix the broken?
 Can you feel my heart? 
Can you feel my heart?
 Can you feel my heart? 
Can you feel my heart?

 I'm scared to get close and I hate being alone.
 I long for that feeling, to not feel at all.
 The higher I get, the lower I'll sink. 
I can't drown my demons; they know how to swim. 

I'm scared to get close and I hate being alone. 
I long for that feeling, to not feel at all.
 The higher I get, the lower I'll sink.
 I can't drown my demons; they know how to swim. 

I'm scared to get close and I hate being alone. I long for that feeling, to not feel at all.
 The higher I get, the lower I'll sink.
 I can't drown my demons; they know how to swim. Can you feel my heart?

 Can you hear the silence?
 Can you see the dark?
 Can you fix the broken?
 Can you feel my heart? Tally Up Those Points For Me We're Settling The Score After Everything We've Started You're Gonna Keep Begging Me For More (Watch This) (START THIS AGAIN) Tally Up Those Points For Me We're Settling The Score After Everything We've Started You're Gonna Keep Begging Me For More You Don't Need To Tell Me All About The Burns That I Have Been Keep Believing That We've Given It Up We're Not Giving In I Promise This Is Personal Whoa, Oh Look At What You Started And Whoa, Oh, Oh, Oh No, I Just Can't Take It Anymore Look At What You Started Now Whoa, Oh, Oh, Oh I Know, I Know This Makes You Nervous Tell Me What Were You Thinking When You Kept Calling This House Or You Thought We Would Sit Quietly And Let You Keep Running Your Mouth You Don't Need To Tell Me All About We're Underage I Know We Are Keep Believing That We're Over When We'll Prove You (YOU'RE WRONG) Whoa, Oh Look At What You Started And Whoa, Oh, Oh, Oh No, I Just Can't Take It Anymore Look At What You Started Now Whoa, Oh, Oh, Oh I Know, I Know This Makes You Nervous I Hope You Know You Are What Made Us This Time (Hey, Hey, Hey, Hey, Hey) I Hope You Know We'll Never Fall Out Of Line (Hey, Hey, Hey, Hey, Hey) I Hope You Know (I Hope You Know) We'll Be The Greatest This Time (We'll Be The Greatest This Time) I Hope That You (I Hope That You) REMEMBER REMEMBER REMEMBER Remember (Remember) I HOPE YOU REMEMBER THE LAST TIME WE TRIED FROM THE START TO PROVE THIS I NEEDED YOUR FAMILY APART TAKE ME BACK START THIS AGAIN Oh, No Look At What You Started Here Whoa, Oh, Oh, Oh No, I Just Can't Take It Anymore Look At What You Started And Whoa, Oh, Oh, Oh No, I Just Can't Take It Anymore Look At What You Started Now Whoa, Oh, Oh, Oh I Know, I Know That You Know Everything You Started And Whoa, Oh, Oh I Know, I Hope This Makes You Nervous Am I loud and clear or am I breaking up? Am I still your charm or am I just bad luck? Are we getting closer or are we just getting more lost? I will show you mine if you show me yours first Lets compare scars I'll tell you whose is worse Lets unwrite these pages and replace them With our own words We live on front porches and swing life away We get by just fine here on minimum wage If love is a labor I'll slave til' the end I won't cross these streets until you hold my hand I been here so long I think that it's time to move The winter's so cold, summer's over too soon Lets pack our bags and settle down where palm trees grow And I've got some friends Some that I hardly know We've had some times I wouldn't trade for the world We chase these days down with talks of the places that We will go We live on front porches and swing life away We get by just fine here on minimum wage If love is a labor I'll slave til' the end I won't cross these streets until you hold my hand Swing life away Swing life away Swing life away Swing life away I drink to remember I smoke to forget Some things to be proud of Some stuff to regret Been down some dark alleys In my own head Some thing is changing, changing, changing I go back to Clifton to see my old friends The best people I could ever have met Skin up a fat one, hide from the feds Something is changing, changing, changing So I kiss goodbye to every little ounce of pain Light a cigarette and wish the world away I got out, I got out, I'm alive and I'm here to stay So I hold two fingers up to yesterday Light a cigarette and smoke it all away I got out, I got out, I'm alive and I'm here to stay Down in the kitchen drinking white lightning He's with my momma, yelling and fighting It's not the first time praying for silence Something is changing, changing, changing So I kiss goodbye to every little ounce of pain Light a cigarette and wish the world away I got out, I got out, I'm alive and I'm here to stay So I hold two fingers up to yesterday Light a cigarette and smoke it all away I got out, I got out, I'm alive and I'm here to stay There's a story for every corner of this place Running so hard you got out but your knees got grazed I'm an old dog but I learned some new tricks yeah So I kiss goodbye to every little ounce of pain Light a cigarette and wish the world away I got out, I got out, I'm alive and I'm here to stay So I hold two fingers up to yesterday Light a cigarette and smoke it all away I got out, I got out, I'm alive and I'm here to stay Hey, hey it's fine Hey, hey it's fine Hey, hey it's fine I left it behind Here's a song for the nights I think too much and Here's a song when I imagine us together Here's a song for when we talk too much And I forget my words Heaven can wait up high in the sky It's you and i Heaven can wait deep down in your eyes I'm yours tonight Lay your heart next to mine I feel so alive Tell me you want me to stay, forever 'cause heaven can wait Here's a song for the one who stole my heart And ran so far, that cupid couldn't catch her Here's a song for the kid who aims so high He shot her down Heaven can wait up high in the sky It's you and i Heaven can wait deep down in your eyes I'm yours tonight Lay your heart next to mine I feel so alive Tell me you want me to stay forever 'cause heaven can wait Here's a song for the nights I drink too much And spill my words Heaven can wait up high in the sky It's you and i Heaven can wait deep down in your eyes I'm yours tonight Lay your heart next to mine I feel so alive Tell me you want me to stay, Forever cause heaven can wait Cause heaven can wait Cause heaven can wait My secrets are burning now from my heart, and my bones catch a fever. When it cuts you up this deep it's hard to find a way to breathe. Your eyes are swallowing me. Mirrors start to whisper. Shadows start to sing. My skin's smothering me. Help me find a way to breathe. Time stood still, the way it did before. It's like I'm sleepwalking. Turn into another hole I got. It's like I'm sleepwalking. I'm at the edge of the world. Where do I go from here? Do I disappear? Edge of the world. Should I sink or swim? Or simply disappear? Your eyes are swallowing me. Mirrors start to whisper. Shadows start to sing. My skin's smothering me. Help me find a way to breathe. Sing it. Time stood still, the way it did before. It's like I'm sleepwalking. Turn into another hole I got. It's like I'm sleepwalking. Wake up; take my hand and give me a reason to start again. Wake up; pull me out and give me a reason to start again. Time stands still. Time stands still. Your eyes are swallowing me. Mirrors start to whisper. Shadows start to sing. My skin's smothering me. Help me find a way to breathe. Time stood still, the way it did before. It's like I'm sleepwalking. Turn into another hole I got. It's like I'm sleepwalking. Time stood still, the way it did before. It's like I'm sleepwalking. Admit it! Despite your pseudo-bohemian appearance And vaguely leftist doctrine of beliefs You know nothing about art or sex That you couldn't read in any trendy New York underground fashion magazine Prototypical non-conformist You are a vacuous soldier of the thrift store Gestapo You adhere to a set of standards and tastes That appear to be determined by an unseen panel of hipster judges (bullshit) Giving a thumbs up or thumbs down to incoming and outgoing trends and styles of music and art Go analog baby, you're so post-modern You're diving face forward into a antiquated path It's disgusting, its offensive, don't stick your nose up at me Yeah, what do you have to say for yourself Whoah, whoah, whoah, whoah Yeah, what do you have to say for yourself Whoah, whoah, whoah, whoah You spend your time sitting in circles with your friends Pontificating to each other Forever competing for that one moment of self-aggrandizing glory In which you hog the intellectual spotlight Holding dominion over the entire shallow pointless conversation Oh, we're not worthy When you walk by a group of quote-unquote normal people You chuckle to yourself patting yourself on the back as you scoff It's the same superiority complex Shared by the high school jocks who made your life a living hell And makes you a slave to the competitive capitalist dogma You spend every moment of your waking life bitching about Yeah, what do you have to say for yourself Whoah, whoah, whoah, whoah And I say yeah, what do you have to say for yourself Whoah, whoah, whoah, whoah Cause I'm proud of my life and the things that I have done Proud of myself and the loner I've become You're free to whine, it will not get you far I do just fine, my car and my guitar Proud of my life and the things that I have done Proud of myself and the loner I've become You're free to whine, it will not get you far I do just fine, my car and my guitar, yeah Well let me tell you this, I am shamelessly self-involved I spend hours in front of the mirror, making my hair elegantly disheveled I worry about how this album will sell Because I believe it will determine the amount of sex I will have in the future I self medicate with drugs and alcohol to treat my extreme social anxiety You are a faker (admit it) You are a fraud (admit it) Yeah, you're living a lie (hey) living a lie (hey) you're life is living a lie You don't impress me (admit it) You don't intimidate me (admit it) Why don't you bow down, get on the ground, walk this fucking plank (yeah!) Yeah, what do you have to say for yourself Whoah, whoah, whoah, whoah And I say yeah (what do you..) Proud of my life and the things that I have done Proud of myself and the loner I've become You're free to whine, it will not get you far I do just fine, my car and my.. Guitar, guitar go! I drift drift drift drift drift yeah I drift drift drift drift drift yeah oh And I am done with this I wanna taste the breeze of every great city My car and my guitar My car and my guitar So you'll come to be, made of these, urgent unfulfilled Oh no no no no no When I'm dead I'll rest When I'm dead I'll rest way still When I'm dead I'll rest, I'll rest When I'm dead I'll rest, I'll rest When I'm dead I'll rest, I'll rest When I'm dead I'll rest, I'll rest